I just couldn't pretend like everything was okay when it wasn't. Having to pretend like we didn't know what happened to Barb to her parents was eating me from the inside out. And I know you didn't want me to forget, but I just couldn't... I don't know. I felt like I couldn't be happy without her here.
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Date: 2024-01-18 07:38 pm (UTC)I just couldn't pretend like everything was okay when it wasn't. Having to pretend like we didn't know what happened to Barb to her parents was eating me from the inside out. And I know you didn't want me to forget, but I just couldn't... I don't know. I felt like I couldn't be happy without her here.